urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihatechris I HATE YOU CHRIS ihatechris 2004-05-18T21:22:11Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihatechris:919 2004-05-18T21:22:11Z 2004-05-18T21:22:11Z computer goes HMMMMMMMMMMMMM We bicker and its all cold inside and I feel as thought Im breaking down.... I don't care about what is said and where I go just as long as I get there... I look at my life before the new year came and I was happy but yet regret a lot of what I do. I realize some of you forgive me for the stupid mistakes I make and tried to "fix the problems" that caused our friendship to go <spoiled and="and" corrode="corrode"> with indecent thoughts and exposures to where our friendship was going. Some of you I have grown closer to, some of you farther apart, some of you we even only to bitter glares and some times not even glares, we look but its like looking at the wall... no answers and no expressions.<br /><br />Some want to know why im distant and do not explain and try... I do explain and I do try but maybe im done trying and done explaining im guessing. I decided people must accept me for me and not who I dont want to be, therefor I dropped everythign and I do what is best for me. If it makes me happy then I will be happy. I can't believe how much shit is actually said about me behind my back to other people. <br /><br />Erin, Tina, Melinda, Melissa, David, Bryan, Zach, everyone who talks about me.... atleast everything I say to you or about you I do to your face I never talked about you or low of you to anyone. Bryan and I talked about this and we never said names only thing said was "You wouldn't believe what is said about you behind your back, some or unbelievable that they said you were friends" I know how often you guys do it, but never once do I talk about you behind your back not once... its sad that it happens this way but you all know what i mean.<br /><br />Say Friday showed a lot of you about me, yea thats nice seeing how Brit, justin, derrick, and i were the only ones I felt were getting along without an attitude with it. Oh well you guys, im here i listen and i read but yea like i said, giving up has its high peaks, and not wanting to deal with people who talk shit behind ur back is a high peak thanks all im out.<br /><br /><br />This is where I leave,<br /><br />Mr. Wheeler urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihatechris:571 2004-05-02T06:57:34Z 2004-05-02T06:57:34Z It's a small world after all I saw them with there girlfriends today they are so fucking stupid! I tried to follow them home but they were mobbin down the road at like 90 and above the whole way back from Seattle!!!!<br /><br />One Day I will catch you in the back alley and kick your ass you stupid fuck! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ihatechris:391 2004-04-30T20:44:31Z 2004-04-30T20:44:31Z Chris you are so stupid I hope you know that, we are going to start a community and bash on you all the time, this is what you get u fucker! Fuck you midget dick, just cause your hung the size as I stand tall! I HATE YOU!!!!